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Sunday 25 August 2013

#25 Story: 奇遇~The Unexpected Meeting PART 6

Not Alone Anymore

Miko had been listening to Taka telling her what exactly had happened last night and how he ended up there. She smiled and said, “Thank you, Taka.”

Taka turned to look at her face, slightly puzzled. She smiled again. “Thank you for being here,” she murmured. An upward curl drew on Taka’s face. “No problem,” he replied. He raised himself and sat up next to Miko on the couch. “You are most welcome,” he whispered.

Miko slapped his arms playfully. Her head did feel dizzy at times since she woke up but she ignored it because she thought it was due to her gastric. After Taka told her what happened, she finally able to remember. She was thankful that Taka stayed with her last night. She was grateful that fate brought them together. He might not feel the same way as her, but for her, Taka is a friend who stayed with her.

“Wait, so why are you sleeping with only your boxer?” Miko asked.

Taka chortled at the question. He shrugged and answered, “Well, I usually sleep naked, you know. Hehehe.”

‘Ahh, as expected of the little hentai ONE OK ROCK vocalist,’ Miko thought. As a fan, she had read few things about ONE OK ROCK members especially Taka.

“Ouch,” she squeaked. Taka has pinched her cheek. Again, she slapped Taka gently. Suddenly, Taka grabbed her hands and pulled her closer to him. Then he snuggled her warmly.

“Ne… Miko,” he called. Miko turned and looked up as it was the first time she heard him calling out her name this morning. Without waiting for her reply, Taka continued as he looked forward, “Please don’t feel alone anymore. I am here. I am here for you.”

Miko’s eyes widen in disbelief of what she had heard. Taka turned to her and looked her into the eyes. He gave her the eyes of a man that meant every single words that he had said.

“I mean it. I want to be with you. If you let me to,” he murmured sincerely. Miko bit her lower lip, and after a few moment she nodded. She was so speechless.

Taka smiled and leaned closer to her. Once again, she could feel his breath. And their lips touched. They kissed passionately with love to each other for sure this time. Tears were flowing slowly from her eyes but it were tears of joy. After they broke away from the kiss, Taka put his head on her shoulder as she leaned her head on his. They stayed in the position for few minutes, just to be thankful to be together.

#24 Story: 奇遇~The Unexpected Meeting PART 5

What actually happened

After Miko finally calmed down, she kept apologizing to Taka for wetting his shirt with her tears. Taka smiled and said, “It’s okay.”

Earlier that night, Miko had told Taka that her flat was just around the corner. So, he suggested to walk her to the flat since she had parked the Toyota Subaru in a parking at the roadside anyway. He felt that it is better for her to rest for the night.

She eventually let out all her frustration of being alone in a foreign country, being used but unable to do anything much and also the fact that she couldn’t find her Japanese mother at all. She felt so useless but the comfort and warmth given by Taka held her strong and gave her strength to keep standing. When Taka suggested her to go back straight to her flat instead of going back to the club to fetch her friends, she just agreed and nodded to him. After all, Taka assured her that she can return the rental car the next day.

Both of them walked into the flat compound. Miko greeted the security man at the security post. It was obvious to Taka that this girl was quite familiar with the guard as she is a friendly person. To cheer her up, Taka told her stories about tour he had made across Japan. Upon hearing all the stories especially some funny ones, Miko did laughed and cheered up. Taka didn’t know why but it felt like a relief for him.

“LOOK OUT!!” the guard shouted behind them frantically. Taka quickly turned and saw something has fallen down from above. In a fast reflex, he hugged and pushed Miko to the side to avoid from the falling object. Both of them fell after the push with Taka on top of Miko.

“Miko? Miko!” Taka got himself up and raised Miko’s body. Unfortunately, even though he managed to save themselves from the falling object, Miko was knocked unconscious due to the strong falling impact. Taka felt guilty because it was due to his decision that Miko became like that. The guard came running towards the pair and checked if they’re okay. Taka told him that Miko was unconscious.

“Bring her to her flat in level 3. There’s a doctor living in the same level as her. I will call him to check on her. Thank God that at least she had no bleeding injuries,” the elderly guard said. Taka nodded and carried Miko into the flat building.

The guard came to Miko’s flat with a middle-aged man. The guard introduced him as Dr. Aikawa. As soon as they entered the room, Dr. Aikawa began checking on Miko. Taka has brought her back into her flat. His hands were shaking hard as he searched for Miko’s house keys in her bad and opened the door.

Dr. Aikawa stood up after he had done checking on Miko’s conditions. He looked at Taka and put his hand on Taka’s shoulder. “The falling impact was quite strong. And it seems like she did hit her head a bit on the floor. That’s why she is unconscious now. I have checked but there is no major injuries. To be on the safe side, bring her to check in the clinic tomorrow,” Dr. Aikawa said. Taka was relieved to hear that but he still felt guilty inside.

After the guard and Dr. Aikawa went out from the house, Taka decided to stay with Miko. Partially it was because of his guilt but another part of him just want her to be safe.

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#23 Story: 奇遇~The Unexpected Meeting PART 4

The night they spend together

Miko was sitting by herself inside the blue Toyota Subaru. The rented car was a better choice for her than the noise and hectic inside the club for her.

Suddenly, the front passenger door was opened and slammed close. Miko was taken by surprise. She turned and a young man around her age just entered the car. “Please look the door NOW,” he urged.

Panicking, Miko did as she was told. Within a few seconds, a group of screaming girls hit the car at the passenger side. Miko yelped and jumped a bit. They were screaming and chanting a name, ‘TAKA’.  She turned to the guy sitting next to her, her eyes widening.

“Morita Takahiro?” was the name that came out from her mouth. Her eyes blinked several times in disbelief.

“Er… yes?” the young man responded. “Uhm, can you help me? Drive away and go to somewhere quieter? Please?” he pled. He smiled.

‘Shit. Don’t give me that cute smile. You’re my dream guy, Morita Takahiro of ONE OK ROCK.’ Again, Miko did as she was told. She changed the car’s gear to reverse and started to drive out of the parking lot. Truth is, she had no idea where she should be heading. But she just drove anyway. The two was silence while they are still on the move. Finally, Miko pulled over to a small restaurant situated in front of a moderate height buildings. One of the buildings is Miko’s flat.

“Sorry, I heard your stomach growling. So I thought that you’re hungry,” she justified the reason why she stopped at the restaurant. She gave him some ‘please forgive me if I did wrong’ expression when he turned to look at her. Then he laughed because she was so nervous about it.

“Fair enough. I am hungry.” Both of them got out from the car and went into the restaurant.  
In the restaurant, they finally had their proper introduction of themselves to each other. While having their dinner, they enjoyed each other’s company. Though it wasn’t his initial plan to get away alone, but having Miko with him was also okay. She did admitted that she’s a fan of his band but at least she didn’t go all wild after meeting him. Besides, he had met her before even though she might not remember him back then.

After their unexpected dinner together, they cheerfully walked out from the restaurant. Taka felt relieved. He had the peace and break he needed. While walking together to the car, Taka asked, “Why were you sitting in the car alone just now?” The thought had been lingered in his head for a while. But the happy air they shared in the restaurant was too good to be ruined, in his own opinion.

Miko stopped her footsteps. She lowered her head, her lips trembling as if she was afraid of something. “My friends insisted on going to the club. I don’t like it there and I don’t want to. But if I don’t go with them, I’ll lose my only friends here. I’m afraid… I’m afraid of being lonely,” she cried, her voice was almost unheard of. But it was quite clear to Taka who stood very close to her at the roadside. To comfort her, Taka hugged her. He could feel her sobbing like a child, just with the fear of being alone.

Few months ago, Taka walked alone in a park. Nobody could recognized him as he put on his mask and hood. He walked and walked, until he spotted a bench. There was a girl reading an English novel entitled DUALED sitting on the bench. He sat down at the other end. He enjoyed the serenity in the park. Suddenly the ringtone of his phone rang, he opened and checked the incoming message. “Heh,” he said after reading the content of the message.

The girl stop reading for a moment but continued her read after that. Taka put down his phone while the message content he just received still appeared on the screen. The girl stole a peek to the phone screen and accidentally turned her head to read the content better. Taka realized it but he didn’t care at all. He just let out a heavy sigh.

“People doesn’t even know me and yet, they made critics about me. It’s so annoying,” he muttered.

The girl then turned to him. “Do you have family, friends or people around you… that would care with whatever things you are doing?” she asked in a soft voice. Taka raised his eyebrows and turned to look at the girl. For few seconds their eyes met. Then, he nodded. “I do, I guess. Yeah, the boys are quite busybody. Goto-san too. Other staffs…” he replied, one of his hand at his chin as if he’s thinking of more people.

The girl smiled at him. “That’s great then. You don’t have to be annoyed about all those people who are criticizing you. Ignore them. I mean, I might not know you well obviously. But still, why not just be happy and thankful for all the people around you. At least, you are not alone,” she said.

Behind the white mask, Taka smiled. The girl was right. Tonight, he met the same girl again by fate. And that the very moment, he understood the reason why she said ‘at least, you are not alone’ to him on that day in the park. Because the painful truth is, she is alone.

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#22 Story: 奇遇~The Unexpected Meeting PART 3

It’s coming back to her

The TV channels were frequently changed as Taka kept clicking the TV remote control. After done with the dishes and cleaning up the kitchen, Miko went to the living room. She took her seat at the left end of the couch while Taka sat at another end. His eyes followed her movement until she took her seat. To tease her, he purposely raised his eyebrows as if approving her. Annoyed, Miko decided to ignore him.

Without warning, Taka turned and put his head on Miko’s lap. Smiling sheepishly, he gave the TV remote control to her. She took it and changed the TV channel.

“So, what is it that I have to thank you about?” she asked. She could not wait any longer. She needed to know the truth or reason or whatever it is. Now facing the television, Taka just responded with a smile. But no answer. Silence.

“Mr. Morita, please.” Miko pled. Inside of her, she had been bursting with curiosity.

“Just call me Taka. I’ve told you that last night,” he murmured, still fixing his gaze to the television instead of her.

Miko let out a brief sigh. “Okay, Taka. Would you please tell me what is going on here? I am lost. I have no idea of what happened last night,” she pled again, almost crying this time. Her eyes started to be filled with tears. Taka turned to look up at her. “Please don’t cry. You’re sensitive as always,” he said, wiping the tears on her eyes.

“Promise me that if I tell you everything, you would still let me stay here… at least until tonight?” he asked.

“Promise.”

This time, it was Taka’s turn to sigh. He turned side way, and took Miko’s right hand. As he held her hand with his both hands, he said, “I met you again last night outside the club. You went there with your friends, didn’t you?”

Miko thought for a moment. Then she remembered being dragged along by her university colleagues to the club in Tokyo. “Yes. I don’t want to go at all. I don’t like it. But if I don’t follow them, they won’t be my friends anymore. I have no friends in Tokyo,” she murmured.

Miko was a post-graduate student by scholarship in one of the university in Japan. She made a choice to go to Japan to find her Japanese mother, who left her and her father to come back to Japan. So, she came to Japan alone and she had no friend at all. Then she met few students who were also the students of her supervisor. They became her friends but she never really like the activities that they do like clubbing and drinking every night. As for her so-called friends, they only liked her because she knows how to drive a car. Last night, her friends decided to go to a famous club in Tokyo. Miko made excuses and managed to stay in the car while her friends entered the club. On that same fateful night, Taka happened to be in the club with his friends.

“I felt like I just have to get away from there,” Taka said. He was gently caressing Miko’s hand. He could felt Miko’s left hand running through his dark black hair and it seemed like she didn’t even realized that she was doing that. Taka then added, “There was this one foreign girl there. She kept bugging me, to the point that I can’t even enjoy the night with my buddies. Don’t get me wrong, I love my fans. All of them. But I do need some private time too, you know.”

Miko nodded, listening to Taka obediently. “Then?” she asked. She wanted to know more.

“So, I excused myself and walked out from the VIP room. Then, straight out from the club. Unfortunately, some girls spotted me and a group of fan girls screaming and running towards me. Maybe it’s my guts, I don’t know what to do and I just ran. That’s when I saw you in the car,” he continued.

As if her memories came back to her, Miko finally remembered what happened last night outside the club. She might not be able to remember it earlier because of her shock, seeing Taka in her flat. Sleeping, almost naked. With only tight black boxer. Well, who wouldn’t be shocked at that when the guy is your dream guy?

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#21 Story: 奇遇~The Unexpected Meeting PART 2

Thank You

Taka went into the kitchen to join Miko. He went to the fridge and took out few cooking ingredients. “What are you doing?” Miko asked. Coolly, Taka responded, “Cooking. It is good to have a good and filling breakfast in the morning, you know.”

Speechless. Miko just looked at Taka walking around the kitchen as if he was familiar enough with the flat.

“Don’t worry, I’m good in cooking. I’ll cooking something good for you,” he murmured as his hands were in actions. Miko couldn’t stop him at all; he’s so cute when he’s focus in something. Miko seen it few times in the band’s videos shared online. Now that he is all 3D and real in front of her, her body just felt numb. The only thing she could do was to walk and check her fridge. A louder gasp was let out by her, a mixture of shock and angst. The cooking ingredients that Taka took were actually Miko’s one week food supply. Since she’s living alone, she had to consider her weekly budget too.

She quickly turned to Taka and run towards him. She grabbed his hands to stop him. Taka turned down his head towards her.

“Don’t…”

“This is the last one, so it should just go into the pot,” Taka said. He overpowered the panting Miko to put the last slices of tofu into the miso soup he had been cooking. The last tofu went into the boiling po, adding nice flavor to the miso. But to Miko, it was a misery. Admitting defeat, she let go of Taka’s hands.

Taka was eating his breakfast with full interest. However, Miko was only half interest with the food. She was more curious on whatever reason was that Taka ended up in her flat. Because part of her was annoyed with his brat side. Especially after what had happened during the breakfast preparation.

“I’m done! Thanks for the food,” Taka said as he put down his bowl and chopsticks. He turned left and right and then to the front, looking at Miko.

Miko, on the other hand, kept her head lower as she slower ate her breakfast. After realizing that Taka was looking at her, she just replied, “That was my one week supply of food you’ve cooked and eaten.”

Though her glaring was supposed to be out of anger, it made Taka chuckled. He tried hiding his amusement but his shaking shoulders wouldn’t do the trick. Annoyed, Miko turned her face away from him and pouted.

“I’ll pay you back for all the food, okay?” Taka said, not wanting Miko to be mad anymore. “Never mind,” she replied, silently finishing her breakfast.

Suddenly, without Miko realizing it, Taka reached out his hand and pinched her cheek. “You’re so cute,” he teased. Miko slapped his hand off.

“You haven’t say your thank you to me yet,” Taka said, making Miko puzzled. Then she realized she really hasn’t remembered anything from last night. But before she could ask Taka about what happened, he already stood up and took his dishes to the sink. Miko quickly stood up and brought her and the remaining dishes to the sink as well. “I’ll wash it,” she said. Taka moved to the side to give way to her. 

While Miko washed all the dishes, Taka was standing nearby, watching her. She quietly stole few glances of him without turning her head. She didn’t want Taka to know that she was actually looking at him. ‘Thank you’, she thought. ‘But for what?’, again, she could not recall anything at all. Everything was so blurry to her.

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#20 Story: 奇遇~The Unexpected Meeting PART 1

Wake Up


The beautiful sun was shining on Saturday. Birds chirping and singing songs only they knew. Inside a small flat house, a girl named Miko was laying down sleeping to her right side on her purplish bed. She opened her eyes slowly from her sound sleep. It was just like another Saturday morning, with the sun light and the birds’ songs. At least, that was what she thought it would be before she saw the sleeping face in front of her.

The black curly hair, flawless Asian face with moles below the eyes. And the little, as if teasing, goatee below that beautiful lips. Miko blinked her eyes several times. She turned away and then back to the sleeping beauty. Trembling, she slowly moved her left hand and gently tried to touch the cheek with the moles. As soon as their skin touched, she withdrew her hand and gasped silently.

‘He’s real!’ she exclaimed inside of her head.

‘How could it be? What happened last night?’ she asked herself. Thinking too much in the early morning hurt her head so she stopped. She calmed herself and sat up for few seconds before walking to the toilet in her room.

She washed her face few times more than usual. Brushing her teeth while looking at the mirror, she kept saying that it was all a dream. He will be gone from her bed as soon as she walked back to the room. Done refreshing up herself – much wide awake this time, she opened the toilet’s door.

Yawning and scratching his head, the figure she thought would disappeared stood in front of her. Awake. Unable to give any reaction, she squealed.

“Good morning!” he greeted, smiling.

“Good morning…,” she answered reluctantly. After few moments, she managed to move her head and looked at the guy from head to toe. She couldn’t hide her surprise when she realized that he was only wearing his tight boxer. Every emotions ran into her cells, mixing and exploding. This guy is Taka, the vocalist of her favorite rock band. The guy that was actually her bias among the band members.

“Your face is red,” Taka said, almost teasing as he moved his face closer to hers.

Miko took a few step back. “Er.. I guess you want to use the toilet? I’ll get out now then,” her cheeks reddening as she quickly walked out of the toilet to let Taka used it.

Miko sat down at the edge of her queen size purple bed. Train of thoughts had been running around her head. She wanted to ask Taka exactly how did he ended up sleeping in her room, what has happened last night, did she do anything embarrassing and so much more. But her heart was in a different opinion with her brain. She likes this guy, very much. To the fan girl level of loving him, if it is possible by all means. What if the moment after she asked all those questions, he’ll just go away from her… forever?

“No. I don’t want that,” she muttered. Taka was already standing next to her and asked, “Want what?”

No doubt that his voice made her surprised and jumped, almost falling off the bed. Taka quickly grab Miko by her waist but he almost lost his balance too. So, he pulled himself and her harder backwards and both ended up laying on the bed. Their eyes met, a lost connection felt like reconnected straight away. Miko kept telling herself to look away but she could not do so. She felt weak against the guy of her dream. She felt captured and trapped in her love for him. Then, he smiled. Without warning, he drew closer to her. Miko, still stoned in her position, could feel the rhythm of his breath. She felt like she needed to move, but her body would not listen to any of her command, as if they’re paralyzed by his spell. At that moment, their lips touched. Unwilling at first, Miko finally surrendered and return the kiss.

After a few seconds, Miko gained her strength and broke away from the kiss. She quickly covered her mouth with her hands. Confused at first, Taka kept his cool with his smile. “I think you cannot refuse of not wanting that,” he said, teasing. His smile turned to be a naughty one.

Feeling agitated, Miko turned and got up from the bed. “I’ll see what I can prepare for breakfast,” she murmured. As she walked out to the kitchen, Taka also got himself out of the bed and put on his long pants. “Ah, maybe I should wear loose boxer instead next time?” he muttered. As part of his naughty nature, he couldn’t help but to giggle especially as he remembered the redness shown on Miko’s face.

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#19: Updates!

Heyyyyyy ya... all!! 

I am currently working on a story entitled "奇遇" (pronounce as: Kiguu) which means the unexpected meeting in English. 

I completed a story with the same title back when I was 16~17 years old. But I did that in a script-style. 

However, this time I am writing it as a fan fiction (fanfic) for Taka and it was an inspiration from a fan art made by Hyori, my Tumblr friend from Poland.

I had been working on it since last night after I managed to finished my conference paper. Hopefully I can finish it by tonight because I have to pack for my flight tomorrow. Hehehe. 

Here is the preview of the story at work :D

The illustration shown was Hyori's fan art of Taka.

#18 Poem: Get up, myself

Through all the negativity
Spits right on to my face
I cowardly withdraw
To the corner of despair.

I thought I was defeated
I thought I was lost
Never in my life
I have ever been so wrong.

I gather my courage
Shed the dried tears on my face
Taking a deep breath and letting go
I force myself to stand up.

No, I don't have to look up
This is not a drama
This is my own life
Looking forward ahead is what I've gotta do.

Say whatever you wanna say
I'll take the good
And ignoring the bad
I am walking on my own path.

I might be slow but it is okay
I will speed up when I need to
But I am going forward
To the unknown future.

But I am not scared anymore
Because I believe in me
And people who loved and support me
For who I truly am.

14th August 2013.

Thursday 1 August 2013

#17 Poem: The Lost Cry

Seemingly unbreakable
The wall building up
Is brittle and hollow.
It fills with nothingness.

Deep inside the hollowness
There is a soul that was lost
Trying to find its way out
But darkness blinded it off

Loneliness and emptiness
Became the loyal company
As well as tear drops.
And a secret wish no one heard.

“Take me out; save me.”
If only there is anyone care enough

To hear the lost cry.