#9 Home sweet home

I want to have a home..
Home to where I will look forward to be
Wherever I might be at that moment

In that home..
I dream of having family
Family of people who I care of
And people who care for me too

I just want a place that I could belong to
Someone who I belong to
I wonder.. Will I ever embrace it all?

By,
Aki (10/04/2006)
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I'm finally back home after an hour or so drive while fighting my sleepiness in the car. The city is always so packed and brilliantly, I drove back when it's almost the peak hour. Blimey.
Anyways, since I'm home for the weekend.. I might as well get some rest for myself before the coming week.
This morning, Dr N visited the lab where I'll do most of the experimental work for our research project. I guess, after looking at the almost-emptiness of the lab (except for few not so scientific things I had), Dr N asked me to take few things she had in her room to the lab. Mostly things she had back when she was doing her PhD that are related to my project as well. We also took few things from the inventory. Which is cool for me because I'll have more equipments and apparatus for my experiments without needing to buy from suppliers. He he he. After that, we had our discussion about our prototype and she taught me how to prepare my module. With that, she reminded me that I will have to do the works much more seriously next week, no more delaying. Huwahhhh. Scary but I can do it!! (I have to do it no matter what anyway)
So, as I was resting in my room.. I remembered I ever wrote a poem about "home" in my old diary. I found it and thought I could share it in my blog. Don't mind the grammar.. It was 7 years ago when I was in my pre-university. Haha. I was still full of emo back then, I think. Lots of rebellion instead of trying to make things right over and over again. Ahhh, I'm getting old ~.~
Oh,well.. It's getting late. My head has starting to feel dizzy.

Good night, everyone.