#43: Without notice..a year hiatus.

Oh, my dear Lord.

I didn't realized that I have left this blog for a year without any new post.

It's not like there's any avid reader anyway, right? But it just felt good to write something about it. (Aish, you weirdo self!)

I also realized that I didn't publish the Durarara! fanfic I had written for Heiwajima Shizuo. I will do so after this post.

Just a little update on myself first :P

I have finally get to my Viva Voce session on 15th December 2016. I was given minor correction with 3 months correction period. I have started working part time in a company (thanks to Mdm Jay's help) from August and in November, I started working full time. So, I had little time to do my corrections as I always had to fly to KL with my boss for meetings.

Worse part of all? On the very day I have set and wanted to meet my SV after finishing the major corrections in my thesis, I was sent to hospital due to an extreme pain in my right lower abdomen. It was found that I have a twisted ovarian cyst and it had to be operated on the same day. There is no painkiller strong enough to relieve me from the excruciating pain of it and surgery is the only way.

But, thankfully and fortunately, I had prepared myself for any contingency and applied for thesis submission extension. I was given one more month to submit my corrected thesis draft.

Today, I went to UMS in the morning to submit my second thesis draft after the first one was rejected due to wrong formatting (curse you, university self proclaimed writing style!) and some of the equations became weird with unknown symbols due to printing error. *I forgot to lock my battery and accidentally push it out from the laptop, making the whole laptop shut down forcefully* My beloved junior (the kouhai I've mentioned here) who had become one of my best friend had helped to get the first draft and explanation from the Postgrad officer in charge because I was at work.

So many things had happened over the past year. I missed my opportunities to write it here due to my laziness. But it's never too late for 2017 (yeah!!). Hence, I shall try to write as much as I could now. 

*sudden blank mind*

Anyway, it's getting late and I should take my flu medicine now and go to sleep. 

But last but not least, I'M FINALLY FINISHING MY MASTERS!!!! heck yeahhhh!!

#41 Bashing or advising?

Earlier tonight I had this argument with this certain fellow *good friend* of mine.

Source of argument? My Facebook status.

Yeah, I was so angry (mostly frustrated) when somebody (who are using the research lab I'm currently residing in) did not take proper care of their stuffs to the point that it could jeopardised my work. So, I ended up posting this in the same morning:

My Facebook status

It's been there since Wednesday.. I think? Ah, yes. Wednesday. Then only today this guy checked his FB and told me in LINE that he saw this post. Thennnn he started preaching about "following devil's step" "let anger control you" etc. I do not want to argue, for God's sake. So I said "I know what I wrote" and "I had my reason". Guess what, he bashed me back with "then, if I killed someone. I'll just tell the police that I had my reason" 

I was like "DUDEEEEEEEE". Come on!

First of all, I know who I am referring to. I know when talking about LAB stuffs, only those with the LIMITED access to the lab are involved. So they know who they are. 

Next, I don't want to be waiting in the lab for the research assistants (RA) or final year project (FYP) students - just to attack them about 'being reckless'. I WANT TO AVOID ACCUSING PEOPLE as well as AVOID UNNECESSARY TENSION in the lab. You stupid ah? Can't you try to understand others first? 

AND YOUR CHOICES OF WORDS, DUDE. Seriously?! When I confronted him on the phone directly (thanks to 'having unlimited call and SMS' plan), I asked him why he keeps bashing me though I tried to respond to him nicely. He said he was not bashing me. FINE. But his choices of words shown otherwise. I seriously can't with this type of people. Why can't you improve your English (or whatever main language you'll be communicating with) so that you will not be misunderstood? This is not the first time I told him that the way he talks or types when it comes to critics is like bashing instead of advising. The worst of all would be AS IF EVERYTHING IS ON ME (the listener/reader). I even offered teaching him proper English but noooooo~ he can't stand studying. -_-|| 

Okay, I am done ranting here. I don't want ending up by writing bad things that I could've bash on him. That is not the point of this at all okay~ 

*yawn* I am very the jealous seeing Yuko sleeping soundly in front of me. I wonder if I would be able to sustain my sanity throughout the day since I have not sleep since 10.40ish AM yesterday. 

#35 Back to Life

Hey ho!!

It's been awhile since I last rant or babbler in this blog. Well, I've been busy catching up with my Masters work etc.

Unfortunately, I am still not done with it yet. I got the grip of it.. and so I am still trying my best to finish it til the end!

Anyway, I figured I should try to update more here. Yeah, yeah. I really should. Who knows it'll be a good filler for me whenever I got stuck with lab works eh?

Right..


NEW STUFFS IN LIFE

Let me said this out loud: I AM TOTALLY INTO BUMP OF CHICKEN NOW. Haha, nothing great. But I just wanna write that out of the blue. LOL

I got excited whenever I see Fujiwara Motoo. I don't even creeping know why.
I just like him, ok?

Ah, it's been few weeks (a couple of months) of hectic and almost hell for me and my roomie to find people to rent the rooms in our house. With our contract extending for another 6 months, we need people to share the rent with us. And really, this one experience taught me so much as people - their attitudes, characters and well-being. We're scolded, screwed and ughh... just so much unnecessary drama. Thank God that we finally settled down everything related to the rooms by 1st April 2015. New housemates came in, a Japanese Masters student (also in the same university with me) and a Diploma Accountancy student from other state. Finally, someone I can learn speaking casual Japanese with! LOL Surprisingly, she is good with Malay since she fell in love with the local culture here. Not surprising since her boyfriend is a local man. Hoho.

I have so much to write but I have little time as I might be called anytime soon to help my kouhai with her lab work and another housemate asking my favour to fetch her. So, I shall stop here first.

p.s: I am going to upload and share my short stories here. I'll do that later~ hehe

#34: Crazy insomnia rant

Oh my goodness..

It's already 4:06 am and here I am awake, facing my laptop - not even asleep for a full minute at all.
I want to sleep! I want to sleep!
It's been quite a tiring evening I had with Abby (my 14 y.o niece) and my roommate, Meh.
Since it's the second week of mid-year school holidays, Abby came to stay with me for the weekend since Friday.

Last evening, I went to watch How to Train Your Dragon 2 again. Previously with best friend Net and this time with Abby. Ahhh~ I wish we could go watch Maleficient again though. Shushh..my summer-movies-fever are back. Hehehe

Anyway, I have to sleep!! I have movie to catch (LOL) at 11:50am later - Black Butler live action movie yooo! It's strictly for 18 above and I have no idea why is it rated such. Is it because Sebastian = demon, therefore the movie is demonic? I don't know. I'll know it later then XD

Most importantly, I need to drive back to my parents' house to send Abby back as well as going home for Father's Day.

I don't know why I can't sleep. I felt like something is just bothering me. First, I felt like there's itchiness on my head scalp because of sweating, but it wasn't hot at all and I just took my bath! Gahhhh >.<
I can't stand it; the fan was on the highest speed and I've even opened the windows. I ended up washing my head. I thought if it's wet.. I won't feel bothersome at all. But it's still the same~ The next thing I felt like drying my head with the blow-dryer but unfortunately my blow-dyer was not return to me from my other housemate yet. *sigh*

And so here I am, unable to sleep even though I need to. What to do? Took my laptop, switched it on and watch Japanese drama; Jin.

p.s: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. I need sleep! And after the movie, I'll have to go to few places in the mall with Abby again ~_~

#30 Reliving the feels

The last time I actively write passionately might be when I was in my second semester (First year university). I remembered that I was writing about my transformation and change as a better person with the support and help of friends and people around me. I wasn't much of a religious person but I do feel like I need to at least know more in praying etc - something like strengthening my own spiritual soul. Since then, I could feel the difference in myself, in how I view and respond/react to things surrounding me. God knows who are those people who had helped me so much when I was almost drown in my own labyrinth. I am forever thankful for these people.

Well, that was when I'm still a freshman in university. After that, I got involved hostel committee as secretary where it took most of my university time. There's study with all the (civil) engineering subjects too. I stopped writing stories though I still dream, imagine and scribble some poems somewhere.

After graduating from university, I didn't get any proper job and I mostly stayed at home. Then, I started to write. Just something small, poems, random stories. I didn't managed to finish the story I started though because I just lost the ideas and my muse(s) back then just didn't amuse me enough.

I started back writing actively after I joined tumblr and knowing more friends because of our interest in ONE OK ROCK. Honestly, I like reading fan-fiction too but not all. I started writing more seriously after writing for Van while chatting with her in Facebook. Our crazy imaginative conversation turned to be my inspiration and thanks to the Neslo drink I had earlier that day, I spent the whole night (because I can't sleep due to the caffeine intake) writing the story The Facebook Comment. Since then I remembered I did write one short fic from request in Tumblr.

As I write more, I felt like my imaginations gone further to find inspirations. I felt happier when I am able to write. I thank God for knowing more people who inspired and supported me in this passion. There's some that share the same passion with me too. This particular girl, Qila @ Teluki is the one that made me write the most, even in SMS! She even made me write something, even short, as her bedtime stories. LOL. Because we shared the same passion.. and she herself is good in writing poems, we decided to share a blog where we can write together. I had this idea because I used to share a blog with an online friend where we will continue each other part in one story.

So, I hope if there's any reader of this blog that like to read 'homemade' poems and stories, do drop by our blog here: Lines of Words

#19: Updates!

Heyyyyyy ya... all!! 

I am currently working on a story entitled "奇遇" (pronounce as: Kiguu) which means the unexpected meeting in English. 

I completed a story with the same title back when I was 16~17 years old. But I did that in a script-style. 

However, this time I am writing it as a fan fiction (fanfic) for Taka and it was an inspiration from a fan art made by Hyori, my Tumblr friend from Poland.

I had been working on it since last night after I managed to finished my conference paper. Hopefully I can finish it by tonight because I have to pack for my flight tomorrow. Hehehe. 

Here is the preview of the story at work :D

The illustration shown was Hyori's fan art of Taka.